SORRY

Sorry for feeling, the way I do,

Sorry for feeling, like I am disturbing you.

Sorry for feeling, like I burden you,

Sorry for feeling, this way.

Sorry for feeling, like I am taking up your time,

Sorry for this confused heart of mine.

Sorry, for being sorry, when I'm not the one causing the pain,

Sorry for feeling, like I am having to change.

Sorry, for saying sorry, when I don't need to be sorry.

For I know, you don't want my sorrys, you just want me to be real,

To scream, to shout, to tell you how I feel.

You say, "why you feeling sorry" for being who you are,

I say, when you've been in the dark, it's hard to see the stars.

It's hard to see the light,

It's hard just seeing wrong, when it's supposed to be right.

It's hard to be, who I want to be,

When there used to be so much, pushing and pulling of me.

So I'm sorry, for neglecting who I am, in your presence, I've just been tied up in this cage,

Covered up, weighed down, by all this rage.

Rage of disappointment, doubt and fear,

But, now I know, sorrys are not welcomed here.

No more sorrys, only it is, what it is.

I'm not going to apologise, for feeling the way I do,

Please, just take me as I am, through and through.

So I can heal from the barriers and the fences of the past,

Because that chapter I know, doesn't have to last.

Moving forward, there will be no more sorrys,

There is just going to be me, respectfully.